okay idk I’m probably the only one but the third gif- the way she just looks and her facial expression, I mean look at her eyes, just screams “I’m hopelessly still in love with Emy” and that hurts me a little
It breaks my heart to look at that third gif she just looks like she is thinking so much about Emy and wanting to be with her
Just saying but she’s not talking about Emy. She’s talking about the girl she dated before Sainthood and the woman who was the inspiration for all her songs in that album. She has refered to her a ton of times and she’s part of the reason Sara was so depressed during that time. There’s banters where Sara talks about how that woman was to her. She fricking wrote On Directing about this girl asking her to go steady with her and the woman never responded and she wrote Alligator about her which Sara has said has to do with cheating.
Even a couple of months ago Sara once again refered to this relationship as manipulative so you can see it wasn’t a nice break up that she had.
While what Sara and Emy had was great she herself in the Q interview with Jian said that they just fell apart and she gives the idea that they just fell out of love. Nevermind that she wrote a song about being emotionally distant and losing interest in the person she’s dating while she was still seeing Emy.
Luckily Sara is happy nowadays with Stacy and I hope it stays that way